monday annoyance

April 28, 2008
12:06 am

Can’t sleep, cat is annoyed, spiritually I am fatigued, made it to church and thought that the priest was going to faint, but he explained that the enormity of what he does hit him and he had an emotional moment, it could be his friend in Haiti describing the food riots and the high price of food. The leader there has resigned. The cat is walking around aimlessly and I started my back up of the hard drive and I realize it would take me months to document the picture files. Ozzfest may not make the cut this year, I felt that last year was not worth the price and there is a metal fest with Judas Priest, heaven and hell and MOTORHEAD. I am now creating a back up of hard drive, something I need to do now that I have like 5000 pictures and 10 gb of video, 12:24 pm.

The presence of Cousin Andy is fading away, while I have video stocked away but I am still mire din boxes that I know must go. He was not much on e-mail, never utilizing it and I have two messages saved that I was fortunate to be on line while he called. His presence is missed but his essence is very much alive. I admire him greatly for his talent, and for going to Texas to make a go of it, some in the family believe he never intended to go back home, or he pulled a leaving LV. I wish I made it out there and the planned road trip, though a dream, wasn’t possible as he his the extent of his illness (12:34 am)

The cat is pacing, looking outside to see anything but there is no nocturnal activity in the area. I am fading fast, turned on the air, but not the pump for I know not if there is any h2o and it is cool outside. I have a very busy day but work it tedious, I received anonymous word that I stand no chance for promotion, not because of abilities, they think me to be a genius, not because of experience, but because of the words I use and my tendency to question anything I believe to be wrong or questionable. There is a lack openness I find appalling but the norm. It is 12:42 and I am losing touch with lucidity. Time for sleep

6:40 am
Ran the air last night, it is cold, I am tired, ran back up and did something wrong, but may need to purchase additional backup, must get ready for work. Apt clean up is at critical mass

9:30 pm

Finally responded to insco with poor spelling, backed up videos of cat, niece and cousin death remembrance

Tired and sinus pain
I mock sati pots; I didn’t know what they were

My neighbor is screaming in German, I think

A beloved cousin died last month and his memorial was last week
I've been putting off doing anything for the last 6 weeks, and the Feline is getting bored to the poing of getting in my face and crying, my neighbor goes to the stairwell overlooking the parking lot and is screaming in German making gestures that frankly scare me a bit, insurance companies byte