July 15, 2008
11:30 pm
The game is still on, bottom of the fifteenth, one man on. This has been a pretty good game. Lots of chances (OH GREAT DIVING CATCH-Ludwig) a few mistakes, great plays, pitching. I need the NL to win so me cubbies will have home advantage
BC-116 not bad, see what it is in the morning.
I really dread tomorrow
Loaded bases pop fly AL wins, my night is ruined
Goodnight
12:21
Horrible morning, stayed up too late, too much on the plate, did a little shopping at lunch, hope to finish and start to plan out meals, cat got spooked by the road work outside, cBC was 141 this morning ouch!!!
Quick lunch, remainder of sandwich, should do laundry and prepare for interview tomorrow.
5:30
BC 101
Tired, gF dad wrote note outlining support, gF didn’t get hint. I tried to explain and was interrupted; I am tired of the grief
Was thinking I know 3 people who have killed them selves since 2000. One a good friend. Another a total babe who good friend wanted to nail (not me as it would not be right for a troll to score a babe unless I was totally rich and abusive, cant disturbed the universe), and the latter a former hippie co-worker tried to set me up with who was psycho and I knew was psycho and wanted a donor to produce child, had said child, took up crack as a hobby and offfed her self leaving behind a letter on how she hated everyone (mainly her parents and 4 yr old) and left huge mess and deeply hurt feelings. Strange how memories flood in
1) good friend gets work-study in the Seychelles islands (Indian ocean), friend loses job after getting drunk and crashing assigned car into side of mountain. Friend given 24hrs to get off island, gets back and we make plans to do something, I can’t remember what, but on final leg of flight meets guy from same town that the college he goes to and asks him if he be interested in making 18,000.00 a year working part time (a lot of money almost 30 years ago), friend blows me off because this guy saw value in him, saw the imminence potential in him, promised to help guide him towards untold wealth. He implies that I may soon be unworthy of his attention once he starts on the road towards a degree and first million unless I step up, and not to expect a gift of money from him. I knew what will happen and try to warn him, but I am jealous and dismissed with a wave of the hand. Next day I get a profanity laden call, why???? He meets the guy and endures a presentation of …….. wait for it----------------Amway. I still laugh my ass off and it was a precursor to his life of missed opportunities, bad connections, misplayed trust, and broken dreams that cumulated with a bullet in the brain, and the worst smell I have encountered. After removal of his remains, I actually thought “Well there you are, all over the place’
I take gF to mental health clinic for meds, while waiting I see woman who is a head turner, trying not to get caught I only make glances as gF is going on and on about something and notices girl, they are friends from way back when she was married to dentist who provided painkillers and they bonded. There is more, that night above friend calls and tells me he meets this babe who finds him intelligent and witty at an AA meeting, friend has come into some money, I ask if this babe is aware of this, and he confirms but says this girl is not like that and I am ….. Jealous, gF, the dentist’s wife, and friend party hard for a week, I can’t remember if friend got more than once, but when cash is gone dentist wife is gone, I get profanity laden phone call on how she used him, dentist wife kills herself a few years later which gets to me I laugh not because she is dead, but because if there is a suicide heaven-she still will not give it up to friend.
Last item will be brief, she calls me at home and wants to meet, I inform her that I have gF, she says it is nothing, I say no. I learn that her husband killed himself, she presses for meeting and I can tell she is not of right mind and wants a sperm donor, though intrigued I decline. She finds someone who is already behind in C/S pmts but has kid, gets insurance settlement and lives high off the hog becoming a crack floozy; kid has problems but is young. She blows all cash, hates kid, becomes lesbian gets roof over head, loses roof stops being lesbian, gets public assistance and blows 5g’s she was hiding on last blow out and puts bullet in head. Kid acknowledge he has mom, but does not ask for her. She is ashes but because of final note and problems she has left, her remains are not claimed, kid will be adopted by 3rd cousin. As in true in mythology this girl is only child, if they were not in their 70’s they would take kid but tried to get coworker who started the whole mess to take kid, but alas she has health problems.
Sad tales one and all, I wonder how story of gF will end
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Last night musings to the all star game
July 15, 2008
It is actually the 14th but I finished what I could remember what I thought I wanted to say but I had not yet processed phone call from gf who was perplexed because users were mad at her for reasons that came out were this guy is facing jail, he wants to use, he bugs everyone he knows who is holding and acts crazy in the hope the someone will blink. I don’t know if stupid has taken over, cause while she was bright, the common sense was not always there. Ok the news is on and a body was seen floating in a ravine, it gets caught in weeds and the police leave the body after taking pictures and measurements and is there several hours. If the body was left there I understand, but they know the body floated after a rainstorm. I guess you can cannot be too careful.
The cat begs for treats and I am always fascinated by watching animals eat or drink water, I am normally a dog person, but I grew up with both and a couple of the pairs slept in my room . The cat is walking around just looking; this may mean he will be up all night. I failed to do anything productive on the 14th, I almost took a nap, wish I had as I would have energy now or would have gotten my laundry done
6:46 am
One ear leaking, one ear infected, waiting for the ciprex. Oats waiting, Kitty outside enjoying the cool air. Today will be hard, today will be busy, odds are 6-5 I will be solo.
12:27
Long morning. Everyone is so shy of the blame game that the guy least able to correct is often left to deal with it. cW tried to correct a mistake without signatures that she may be in trouble; somehow I think I will catch some flak for it. The cat wants to play, I feel guilty.
College chum called, had a nice chat, she is getting screwed for helping a friend of her family and this guy has not reciprocated, she loses job he lands multi-million land deal.
I’m watching the all star game and it has been a long time since I’ve seen an entire game, of course the NL blows two leads and it is tied going to the ninth. I didn’t pig out but I did find some good Judas Priest tunes on u-tube as the free one is working, but I think new neighbor has wifi as there is someone close by that I get 4 bars, but it is password secured. I would try to guess it bit there is something inherently wrong with stealing wi-fi more than 2 bars (lead off walk Ramirez for the NL hart flies out one on one out Ludwig at the plate Rodriguez replaced on the mound by Rivera, Hmmmm Budweiser commercial proclaiming the great American lager on the day it is bought by Dutch company k and throw out inning over the NL will lose I know it as we go to the bottom of the ninth) one bars is ok because who knows where it is coming from? Dial up is too slow and doesn’t load vid-mus for excrement (one out 2-2 count cub dempster pitching, 2 up 2 down, strike 3, extra innings) but you take what you can get. Laundry has free wi-fi but isn’t always up. (error, error by 2nt baseman, walk, out at plate, out at plate, out at first, unbelievable) it is too late meds starting to work, clean up sleep rest prepare for the morrow cat seem satified ears infected leaking ewwwww
It is actually the 14th but I finished what I could remember what I thought I wanted to say but I had not yet processed phone call from gf who was perplexed because users were mad at her for reasons that came out were this guy is facing jail, he wants to use, he bugs everyone he knows who is holding and acts crazy in the hope the someone will blink. I don’t know if stupid has taken over, cause while she was bright, the common sense was not always there. Ok the news is on and a body was seen floating in a ravine, it gets caught in weeds and the police leave the body after taking pictures and measurements and is there several hours. If the body was left there I understand, but they know the body floated after a rainstorm. I guess you can cannot be too careful.
The cat begs for treats and I am always fascinated by watching animals eat or drink water, I am normally a dog person, but I grew up with both and a couple of the pairs slept in my room . The cat is walking around just looking; this may mean he will be up all night. I failed to do anything productive on the 14th, I almost took a nap, wish I had as I would have energy now or would have gotten my laundry done
6:46 am
One ear leaking, one ear infected, waiting for the ciprex. Oats waiting, Kitty outside enjoying the cool air. Today will be hard, today will be busy, odds are 6-5 I will be solo.
12:27
Long morning. Everyone is so shy of the blame game that the guy least able to correct is often left to deal with it. cW tried to correct a mistake without signatures that she may be in trouble; somehow I think I will catch some flak for it. The cat wants to play, I feel guilty.
College chum called, had a nice chat, she is getting screwed for helping a friend of her family and this guy has not reciprocated, she loses job he lands multi-million land deal.
I’m watching the all star game and it has been a long time since I’ve seen an entire game, of course the NL blows two leads and it is tied going to the ninth. I didn’t pig out but I did find some good Judas Priest tunes on u-tube as the free one is working, but I think new neighbor has wifi as there is someone close by that I get 4 bars, but it is password secured. I would try to guess it bit there is something inherently wrong with stealing wi-fi more than 2 bars (lead off walk Ramirez for the NL hart flies out one on one out Ludwig at the plate Rodriguez replaced on the mound by Rivera, Hmmmm Budweiser commercial proclaiming the great American lager on the day it is bought by Dutch company k and throw out inning over the NL will lose I know it as we go to the bottom of the ninth) one bars is ok because who knows where it is coming from? Dial up is too slow and doesn’t load vid-mus for excrement (one out 2-2 count cub dempster pitching, 2 up 2 down, strike 3, extra innings) but you take what you can get. Laundry has free wi-fi but isn’t always up. (error, error by 2nt baseman, walk, out at plate, out at plate, out at first, unbelievable) it is too late meds starting to work, clean up sleep rest prepare for the morrow cat seem satified ears infected leaking ewwwww
Monday, July 14, 2008
Monday Sucks
July 14, 2008
6:20 am
I stayed up late as usual, so I am groggy. I let the cat out for a few minutes (he didn’t even want his brushing) and the garbage truck spooked the cat big time, he almost broke the cord trying to go to the back of the room. The Blood count was 169 this morning, it is muggy and about 67◦ humidity is 80 % and it is cloudy, light sprinkles of rain dot sidewalk like the missed opportunities of wayward sunbeams missing the lonely sprout yearning for photosynthesis.
Bfast is about ¾ cup of beans, 2 oz of meat, some onions and about 20 oz of black cherry soda (it isn’t diet and I know I know is bad for me)
Snack at work-one apple (other cW took other apple), one nectarine, one big 3 musketeers (ouch) In the news the I-phone that just came out has problems, and a huge bank failed which will not be a problem for most depositors but about $500 million is not covered. All is well, do not panic, stay the course, remain calm. We will drill offshore, we will make more oil, the landscape will be besmirched for national security, OPEC will cut production, gasoline will go up, I will walk, and kitty will learn to hunt.
My ears are clogged, it is annoying, I cannot hear and I can feel the pooled fluids in my inner ear
Tough morning, forgot to check blood level, I was sort of dissed at work, but it isn’t my problem, I have no desire to go back, which is bad because I could potentially leak that out in my behavior, (which is why I keep my comments to a bare minimum, except for this really loud woman that we have a personality conflict, I have to go out of my way to be nice and I end up dripping with sarcasm) I hate the dirt in the parking lot as my feet clomp down on it.
Tough afternoon, many work flows brought up, peak is on neigh. cW will be out until Thursday, strange weirdness today, cannot motivate cannot go beyond plans. Called for interview, denied interview because of paperwork, called personnel, (if not for doogie, HIMYM would be extremely lame) corrective action taken, interview Thursday 11:15 am offsite, I must pay for parking. OUT DAMMED SPOT. Meat, beans, bread-jelly
6:20 am
I stayed up late as usual, so I am groggy. I let the cat out for a few minutes (he didn’t even want his brushing) and the garbage truck spooked the cat big time, he almost broke the cord trying to go to the back of the room. The Blood count was 169 this morning, it is muggy and about 67◦ humidity is 80 % and it is cloudy, light sprinkles of rain dot sidewalk like the missed opportunities of wayward sunbeams missing the lonely sprout yearning for photosynthesis.
Bfast is about ¾ cup of beans, 2 oz of meat, some onions and about 20 oz of black cherry soda (it isn’t diet and I know I know is bad for me)
Snack at work-one apple (other cW took other apple), one nectarine, one big 3 musketeers (ouch) In the news the I-phone that just came out has problems, and a huge bank failed which will not be a problem for most depositors but about $500 million is not covered. All is well, do not panic, stay the course, remain calm. We will drill offshore, we will make more oil, the landscape will be besmirched for national security, OPEC will cut production, gasoline will go up, I will walk, and kitty will learn to hunt.
My ears are clogged, it is annoying, I cannot hear and I can feel the pooled fluids in my inner ear
Tough morning, forgot to check blood level, I was sort of dissed at work, but it isn’t my problem, I have no desire to go back, which is bad because I could potentially leak that out in my behavior, (which is why I keep my comments to a bare minimum, except for this really loud woman that we have a personality conflict, I have to go out of my way to be nice and I end up dripping with sarcasm) I hate the dirt in the parking lot as my feet clomp down on it.
Tough afternoon, many work flows brought up, peak is on neigh. cW will be out until Thursday, strange weirdness today, cannot motivate cannot go beyond plans. Called for interview, denied interview because of paperwork, called personnel, (if not for doogie, HIMYM would be extremely lame) corrective action taken, interview Thursday 11:15 am offsite, I must pay for parking. OUT DAMMED SPOT. Meat, beans, bread-jelly
Sunday, July 13, 2008
I want my vitamin D!!!!!!!!!!!!!
July 13, 2008
Ok so I saw the diabetes nurse and she was not happy with the weight gain, or the morning blood count, or the lower BP. She wanted to start me on the insulin but I asked for 2 mos to get it down. My vitamin D is low and I am one big bummed out dude
10:30 count 169 weight 267, and I’m drinking again. What is a fat man to do
Back to work, wait so like news is on and there is a story about Vitamin D deficiency and all the bad things that can happen. WTF?
Ok so I saw the diabetes nurse and she was not happy with the weight gain, or the morning blood count, or the lower BP. She wanted to start me on the insulin but I asked for 2 mos to get it down. My vitamin D is low and I am one big bummed out dude
10:30 count 169 weight 267, and I’m drinking again. What is a fat man to do
Back to work, wait so like news is on and there is a story about Vitamin D deficiency and all the bad things that can happen. WTF?
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