January 12, 2005
Education is when you read the fine print. Experience is what you get if you don't. -Pete Seeger
I am seeking Serendipity in any form, last night I rolled change, and I have about 40 bucks, My niece turns 18 in 3 ½ weeks and I wanted to give her 100 dollars, looks like I may make it even thought I have car payments on the neigh horizon. (Who talks like that now a days)
GF? got a new TV and neither her nor her dad could figure out the antenna, (it needed a coaxial connection) GF? got real manic and was flipping out and her dad went out and bought a new antenna and the TV works and everyone is happy. Especially me cause I got paid what GF? owed me.
January 13, 2005
GF? blew me off yesterday and wanted the 20 bucks her dad gave me for food, so I responded by chasing the $7 high, I woke up congested, and I may have inadvertently screwed a coworker.
Today's sentence of the day
I got a tendentious version of events on the west coast from my cousin concerning the new living arrangements.
GF? has called at 11:15 am and dropped the line she is going out shopping, my voice is raspy and I told her that I will be too sick to see her tonight, I am growing tired of her ups and downs and now that she has a TV I am looking for an exit strategy, spoke to Bill last night and I am sure I annoyed him because of the $7 high but he has no camcorder so it looks like I will not make the "Biggest Loser"
I may take GF? to Wal-Mart because she is tired and is hungry, I told her that I don't feel well and I will take her but that is about it. However she called just before 5:00 and said she doesn't want to go
DG is unhappy with his pay and is trying to negotiate a 15% but won't do the hard work and will settle for 10%.
Maybe I'm paranoid but I saw Sincty in NS1's office talking to NS1 and KNS.
January 14, 2005
Last night I called GF? during CSI and she acted like her dog died and kept calling with how depressed she is, she blew he 20 bucks on junk and was crying about how hungry she was. When the story about Michael Jackson came on she called every commercial break. MJ is a sick freak and should be gangbanged for the rest of his life.
Meeting with Sincty she raised her voice I called her on it and as usual she got her way, this year changes must be made but I have to withdraw from society, so to speak. I can't let my anger divide me. I get the same pay no matter what. Thank god for 3 day weekend, must avoid negative thoughts, negative thoughts make negative people
January 18, 2005
Took Niece II to see White Noise yesterday, she was kind of quiet, but I managed to make her laugh, its weird to see how much they have grown.
Quote of the day
Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that. -Martin Luther King, Jr.
Word of the day
Importune 1: to press or urge with troublesome persistence *2: annoy, trouble 3: to beg, urge, or solicit persistently or troublesomely
Hmmm as in People at work importune on a consistent basis so they can impose their will on weak-minded individuals.
I am so tired, the back of my knees hurt, I must do the exorcises, I even mailed out my first pmt on the car
January 21, 2005
Worked out
1/4 hour bike 3.01 miles
swam 15 minutes
saw some very hot girls driving all the men crazy, wish I had my glasses on to see if they were jailbait (they probably were)
272 soaking wet
mow I can’t sleep
"Those who would give up essential Liberty, to purchase a little temporary
Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety
Ben Franklin
Friday, January 21, 2005
Monday, January 10, 2005
10 days and 272 lbs
January 9, 2005
Its 8:19 and it is the end of another weekend. The peoples choice awards are on opposite 24 (how many bad days can this guy take?) Normally I would watch 24 but they snuck in two shows tonight and I want to see if Michael Moore wins, also the following has happened
A relative passed away last week and his funeral was up north in the mountains, my new car was having problems and it got fixed by my sister wanted to drive and we had a long talk which reminded me what I have been missing, my younger niece is having problems and my sister asked me to get more involved in her life as her dad is having major problems,
I weigh 272, hate my job and my chosen is having unusual problems which means that she is probably using or floundering. I of course am still drinking and eating and the new car payments will necessitate a change in lifestyle.
January 10, 2004
Don't let the fear of striking out hold you back.
-Babe Ruth
Another day in paradise got E-mail from a doughty Osta who is preparing to leave for Kuwait. He sent some fun pictures of him going through a gas chamber. Looks like fun.
Somehow someone hacked my password from AOL had I probably have a virus that takes my password and messes up everything and sends out IM to whomever and they are apparently dirty.
Girl has been calling and I am becoming ambivalent about the whole thing. I drank a lot after Tio Ramon's funeral and I kind of blew her off Sunday but I tried to make amends and Girl wanted to punish me but I don't really care as I had a lot of stuff to do. I enjoyed being with Sister, we had a nice talk and She recommended I get more involved in Amber's goings on. She is pretty trenchant and I am concerned about her (Amber). My sister's husband celebrated his job interview by using he knows he will be drug tested but doesn't think it will hurt his chances.
I continue to fall behind, Mary is being set upon by STO and DFA and it is being passed along to me, the recon should not be that hard but easy items to spot are getting through and I am frustrated because I fell behind due to my computer falling apart and the use it or lose it policy. I can't take the stress and it is partially due to my health, Girl, pain, and I hate my job, I have car payments and I don't think I am getting any help here at work, my AOL account has been compromised and it will probably cost me money to keep it going, a new computer or software.
Girl has fallen again, I sometimes wish that I would have a stroke or something that would keep me laid up for 2-3 months, I could rest get my head together. Something. If only Mr. lotto would come to my rescue, a little something so I could pay off everything and take a year off to get my head together. It would be worth it.
The day is almost over and I finally helped my coworker finish her recon, it was driving me nuts but I looked at a few things and was able to help break the code.
Two episodes of 24, tonight cool !!
Its 8:19 and it is the end of another weekend. The peoples choice awards are on opposite 24 (how many bad days can this guy take?) Normally I would watch 24 but they snuck in two shows tonight and I want to see if Michael Moore wins, also the following has happened
A relative passed away last week and his funeral was up north in the mountains, my new car was having problems and it got fixed by my sister wanted to drive and we had a long talk which reminded me what I have been missing, my younger niece is having problems and my sister asked me to get more involved in her life as her dad is having major problems,
I weigh 272, hate my job and my chosen is having unusual problems which means that she is probably using or floundering. I of course am still drinking and eating and the new car payments will necessitate a change in lifestyle.
January 10, 2004
Don't let the fear of striking out hold you back.
-Babe Ruth
Another day in paradise got E-mail from a doughty Osta who is preparing to leave for Kuwait. He sent some fun pictures of him going through a gas chamber. Looks like fun.
Somehow someone hacked my password from AOL had I probably have a virus that takes my password and messes up everything and sends out IM to whomever and they are apparently dirty.
Girl has been calling and I am becoming ambivalent about the whole thing. I drank a lot after Tio Ramon's funeral and I kind of blew her off Sunday but I tried to make amends and Girl wanted to punish me but I don't really care as I had a lot of stuff to do. I enjoyed being with Sister, we had a nice talk and She recommended I get more involved in Amber's goings on. She is pretty trenchant and I am concerned about her (Amber). My sister's husband celebrated his job interview by using he knows he will be drug tested but doesn't think it will hurt his chances.
I continue to fall behind, Mary is being set upon by STO and DFA and it is being passed along to me, the recon should not be that hard but easy items to spot are getting through and I am frustrated because I fell behind due to my computer falling apart and the use it or lose it policy. I can't take the stress and it is partially due to my health, Girl, pain, and I hate my job, I have car payments and I don't think I am getting any help here at work, my AOL account has been compromised and it will probably cost me money to keep it going, a new computer or software.
Girl has fallen again, I sometimes wish that I would have a stroke or something that would keep me laid up for 2-3 months, I could rest get my head together. Something. If only Mr. lotto would come to my rescue, a little something so I could pay off everything and take a year off to get my head together. It would be worth it.
The day is almost over and I finally helped my coworker finish her recon, it was driving me nuts but I looked at a few things and was able to help break the code.
Two episodes of 24, tonight cool !!
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
where did the time go
Howdy
this is a quick update and I will try to finish later
my truck has died, it threw a rod
I am trying to get rid of it
I even posted it on the charity website daring anyone to come get it
no one has responded
this is a quick update and I will try to finish later
my truck has died, it threw a rod
I am trying to get rid of it
I even posted it on the charity website daring anyone to come get it
no one has responded
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