1st day of the 2nt 4 years of the idiot

January 12, 2005
Education is when you read the fine print. Experience is what you get if you don't. -Pete Seeger
I am seeking Serendipity in any form, last night I rolled change, and I have about 40 bucks, My niece turns 18 in 3 ½ weeks and I wanted to give her 100 dollars, looks like I may make it even thought I have car payments on the neigh horizon. (Who talks like that now a days)

GF? got a new TV and neither her nor her dad could figure out the antenna, (it needed a coaxial connection) GF? got real manic and was flipping out and her dad went out and bought a new antenna and the TV works and everyone is happy. Especially me cause I got paid what GF? owed me.

January 13, 2005
GF? blew me off yesterday and wanted the 20 bucks her dad gave me for food, so I responded by chasing the $7 high, I woke up congested, and I may have inadvertently screwed a coworker.
Today's sentence of the day
I got a tendentious version of events on the west coast from my cousin concerning the new living arrangements.
GF? has called at 11:15 am and dropped the line she is going out shopping, my voice is raspy and I told her that I will be too sick to see her tonight, I am growing tired of her ups and downs and now that she has a TV I am looking for an exit strategy, spoke to Bill last night and I am sure I annoyed him because of the $7 high but he has no camcorder so it looks like I will not make the "Biggest Loser"
I may take GF? to Wal-Mart because she is tired and is hungry, I told her that I don't feel well and I will take her but that is about it. However she called just before 5:00 and said she doesn't want to go
DG is unhappy with his pay and is trying to negotiate a 15% but won't do the hard work and will settle for 10%.
Maybe I'm paranoid but I saw Sincty in NS1's office talking to NS1 and KNS.

January 14, 2005
Last night I called GF? during CSI and she acted like her dog died and kept calling with how depressed she is, she blew he 20 bucks on junk and was crying about how hungry she was. When the story about Michael Jackson came on she called every commercial break. MJ is a sick freak and should be gangbanged for the rest of his life.
Meeting with Sincty she raised her voice I called her on it and as usual she got her way, this year changes must be made but I have to withdraw from society, so to speak. I can't let my anger divide me. I get the same pay no matter what. Thank god for 3 day weekend, must avoid negative thoughts, negative thoughts make negative people

January 18, 2005

Took Niece II to see White Noise yesterday, she was kind of quiet, but I managed to make her laugh, its weird to see how much they have grown.
Quote of the day
Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that. -Martin Luther King, Jr.
Word of the day
Importune 1: to press or urge with troublesome persistence *2: annoy, trouble 3: to beg, urge, or solicit persistently or troublesomely
Hmmm as in People at work importune on a consistent basis so they can impose their will on weak-minded individuals.
I am so tired, the back of my knees hurt, I must do the exorcises, I even mailed out my first pmt on the car

January 21, 2005

Worked out
1/4 hour bike 3.01 miles
swam 15 minutes
saw some very hot girls driving all the men crazy, wish I had my glasses on to see if they were jailbait (they probably were)
272 soaking wet
mow I can’t sleep



"Those who would give up essential Liberty, to purchase a little temporary
Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety
Ben Franklin